God talks to us in different ways. When He wants to tell us something, He disguises himself as a friend, a family member, a stranger, your lover and sometimes it can be an event just to relay a message to us. A few months ago, I can remember he talked to me through the “God wants you to know” apps in Facebook. Though I can’t say the message word by word, it sort of told me that our body’s reaction to situations is God’s way of telling us if we are doing what He wanted us to do or not.
I started working last Sunday. I should be happy and excited. But for some reason, it feels like I am always dragging myself just to go to work. I’ve been sick too and it is getting worse. I am not sure why this is happening because I rarely get sick. I am not sure if this is a sign or this is just my body adjusting to my new routine.
I am not a quitter. I always want to try new things. Suck it up for a while and try to see if things will work out to my advantage. What I have right now is a new challenge. I want to be able to say that “Oh, I’ve tried that.” because for me, the experience matters the most. I don’t like assuming that something doesn’t work for me without trying it first. That’s just who I am. I like being adventurous.
A few months ago, before I went for my vacation, I told myself that this time, I will not settle for less. That when I come back, I will get a job that I will really love because I intend to stay with that company until I come back for my 1 year stay in the Philippines. But it’s been almost 3 months and I am bored as hell so I decided this will be good for now. It is a big challenge. Because I don’t know where to go and what to do first. I want to study, that for sure is a very integral part of my plan. Then what?
I hate being the jack of all trades but a master of none…:( Lord, please give me a sign!My time and talents are going to waste plus my health is slowly deteriorating…:(
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